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226 Re: Ranting on 31st January 2011, 7:53 am

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I'll answer to all of you after, I just need to say this u.u :

I hate my sister.

She's horrible. Sometimes I wish she wouldn't exist. I know what I'm saying it's rough, but I hate her. She's the worst person ever. She makes my life sucks. She makes me want to scream, and break things. I hate her. She makes me feel horrible. Unworthy. She makes me cry everyday. And she enjoys making me feel like that. She's bad. She's a bad person. She uses people, and then she throws them, like they were useless toys.

Yesterday, she asked me to make her a photoshoot. She needed photos to apply for a job as a conference hostess, and she also is starting a blog about fashion. She showed me some reference photos; in half of them, the model was topless, and covering her boobs with her hair. I told her it wasn't a good idea to take photos half naked for her CV, but she insisted on it. So I made her a photoshoot, although she knew I didn't feel quite well 'cause my knee hurts so much (meniscus tear), but she told me that it was urgent 'cause she needed the photos asap.

After the photoshoot, she made a selection of the best ones, and she told me to use photoshop 'cause "in this one I look so fat", and "I don't like how I look in this one". In some of them, you could see a LITTLE piece of her boobs, so I did a little magic with photoshop and I fixed it. I deleted the original ones and just left the edited ones.

She told me she wanted to show her boyfriend the photos, but he lives in Arizona so we had to send him the photos by email. I spent my afternoon editing and compressing the photos into two ZIP files, and I uploaded the files in sendspace so he could download them.

But today, I was lying in the sofa, 'cause my knee hurts SO BAD, and she called me. I told her "I can't go, come here", but she yelled "COME RIGHT NOW!". I went to her bedroom, and she started yelling at me, saying "You didn't delete the original ones! They are in the ZIP files! And I sent the links to him! You're an idot! I hate you! It's not an accident, I know! Asshole! You are so stupid, you can't do anything without messing it! Delete them! NOW!". I told her it wasn't my fault, that I deleted them, but it looks like I left ONE, just by accident, ONE! And I told her I didn't know how to delete the files, that I would look in sendspace to know how to do it. And she got really mad! She started to yell at me just like she was crazy, telling me that I was an asshole, that she wanted to kill me, that I didn't know how to do anything... she told me a lot of HORRIBLE things.
I went to my laptop, crying so much, and I opened my gmail (because sendspace sends you the links you upload to your email) to find that I could delete the links just by clicking in another link. So I did, and I told her to shut the fuck up, 'cause the files were deleted. And she yelled AGAIN because "I told you to delete one of them, not the other! Now I have to upload them again!". I freaked out. I PUT THE PHOTOS INTO THE ZIP FILES. I UPLOADED THEM IN SENDSPACE. NOT HER. SHE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO DO IT! So I told her to do it by herself. I told her to not ask me anything EVER, 'cause I'm sick of her. I'm always doing things for her, and she just say "Thanks" and the day after she's bitching again.

After an hour, she came to the living room, were I am 'cause I have to rest (because of my knee), and told me that she was sorry for telling me that I was an asshole and those things, but she didn't apologize for getting mad about my error 'cause "you had to make sure everything was correct". I told her I DID, but it was AN ACCIDENT, and she told me "C'mon, don't act like you're the victim, you always do and you love it. Stop acting like you're 5". And she left the room.

I'm freaking out. I made her the photoshoot, although I had that problem with my knee. I spent my free time editing and uploading HER photos. And that's how she pays me. She just can't tell me "Look! You left one of the original here! Delete them please! Don't worry, I know it was an accident, but please, delete the files". No. She has to call me thing like bitch, asshole... She has to be cruel.

I don't know. Am I so inmature? Is actually my fault?


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227 Re: Ranting on 3rd February 2011, 2:01 am

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Awwww hun -huggles- sisters can be so so cruel and especially when you have a bitchy sister you just wish they never existed. I have a younger sister and 2 older sister so i can totally stand in your shoes and say i understand <3 Arguments with siblings are like no other arguments because you have that physically strong, blood-line bond. You may say "me and my sister haven't got that strong bond" but believe me, it is there. I had a huge argument with my elder sister a couple of years ago and we haven't talk until a few months ago when i phoned up. Even though we both had that argument we still in some ways care about each other and thinking about things deeply then, i ask myself "Would i really care if my sister died/didn't exist?" and to be honest, i would care. Even though the argument was terrible there is still that bond there between sisters. I'm not that much of a help hunny but i hope things get better between you and your sister, have you ever considered sitting down together and having a civil talk? It could work :)


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228 Re: Ranting on 3rd February 2011, 2:09 am

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I couldn't have said it better than Tiggy ^_^


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229 Re: Ranting on 3rd February 2011, 2:15 am

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Recently i just wanna cry my eyes out. Life is so horrible for me right now and the only place i feel happy right now is IVI or Youtube. My boyfriend is in America, my Dad has cheated on my mum and the thing that is affecting me more than anything right now is the fact that my best friend has practically forgotten i exist. Writing this it really makes me want to cry, she's gone off with someone she told me she hated and now they're like best buddies, it's just like "what about me?" I guess you could say it's jealousy but......our bond of friendship for me goes deeper than just friends, she's like a sister to me and right now.....i just feel that bond fading away. We still talk but it's like in ICT today, i showed her the graphics thing i did with Rikku and XNALara in the other discussion, and i told her i was very proud of it all she said was "Oh yeah." and walked off to talk back to her new best friend i thought she hated. It sounds so immature but i feel that my best friend isn't my best friend anymore and i feel miserable at school all the time now. This is my only let out and i just...want to cry...


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230 Re: Ranting on 3rd February 2011, 2:56 am

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Honey, i'm so sorry about you

I really wish we could help you somehow, i know exactly how does it feel when it seems no one's listening to you. Sometimes i try to say to myself that things are changing for many of us because we're still growing, but it feels so wrong to keep the mouth shut in a situations like this.
If only we all could be in the same place, all togheter, i know many things will get better because there's no match between a virtual kiss and a real hug from someone you trust in. I can't say that being here, in IVI, could be a cure for deepest pain, but it helps.

I don't wanna be a devil's advocate, but i know sometimes just talking about problems with an involved friend doesn't solve anything because "The friend" thinks to be in the right side of the chess. Only when "the friend" realises to walk away gets back, and that's the moment we should turn around and give him our shoulders to let him see what he has done to us...

Seriously, i wanna see where will your friend go when her new friends will leave her even for one day to do something else ...
she will get back to you... but it's yours to decide to forgive her or not


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231 Re: Ranting on 3rd February 2011, 4:41 am

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Awwww hunny thank you -huggles- you words have touched my heart (sounds cheesy i know XD) and have made my mood lift :) It makes me feel happy to have such wonderful friends here on IVI and Youtube, the community we have all created for ourselves and just without you guys, i really dunno what i'd do. Just letting this weight off my shoulders is somewhat refreshing and to know i have people there for me makes me feel even better. I'm going to hold my head high and keep smiling, even though this time is tough for me, i want to be able to stand through it with a smile on my face ^^ Thank you again hun, it really does mean a lot xxx


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232 Re: Ranting on 3rd February 2011, 8:15 am

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@Tiggers: Aaaawww thanks hun <3333 I know, I care about her, but it's sooooo hard to live with her u.u' And she can be soooo melodramatic... ¬¬

By the way, I'm so sorry to hear that! =( I want to go to England and give you a big hug <3 I don't know what to say... but you know, my dad left my mum three years ago, he didn't cheated but I can understand how you're feeling... and when all those things come together (your parents, your friend...) it's worst, and you don't know how to deal with it. I know it's not the same, 'cause I'm not physically with you, but if you need something, you've got a friend in me ^^ ((Toy Story... LOL)) Smile okay? You gotta keep on ^_____^


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233 Re: Ranting on 7th February 2011, 10:39 am

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HOLY SHIT!

This is horrible.

My father left us three years ago. I still see him sometimes. But it wasn't official, I mean, I was a "verbal separation", the State didn't have anything to do. But today just arrived a citation to my home. My father asked the State for a legal divorce. He didn't ask my mum, he didn't tell us. I can't stop crying.

And now my mum is about to cry too. She talking with him by phone, and she just told him "I'll never forgive you for all the suffering Laura has. NEVER"

Sorry about the grammar mistakes. I don't even know how I'm capable to write properly...


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234 Re: Ranting on 7th February 2011, 11:28 am

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A similar thing happened to me a couple of years ago. I was very upset and it hurt for a long time but in the end I think things have turned out for the best. Maybe you should try talking to your dad in a couple of days after you've calmed down and ask him why I chose to do it this way and whatnot. Try not to get too upset over it, these things just happen :)


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235 Re: Ranting on 7th February 2011, 11:53 am

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@Nat: Thanks <33333 I'm sorry to hear that =/ I really hope this ends soon u.u' I feel horrible now, and I'm afraid for what's going to happen now. They're going to court, and it'll not be friendly. They'll fight, and I'm going to be in the middle of that struggle... u.u But I have to talk with my father when I'm better. I need to u.u Thanks a lot <3333 *hugs*


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236 Re: Ranting on 8th February 2011, 12:37 pm

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(sorry guys, I can't read everybody's rants right now. D:)

Just a mini rant, because I don't feel very good. I don't have a ton of crap going on around me, like a lot of other people & I know I don't have it hard. I'm just really tired of my back bothering me so much. There are lots of other people who have it worse than I do, but I'm tired of my parents getting on my case about school when I can't even sit up very well. I'm scared of falling behind, because this exact same time last year, I went through a lot of scary stuff with my back where my school almost unenrolled me because I couldn't be there, I had to deal with it on a train for four hours & out of town in a hotel room for a week. I'm already scared I won't get what's going on in my math class & I won't pass (I got a C last semester and my mother had a cow). I'm scared I'll try to explain to my teachers why I can't do my work and they won't care and give me horrible grades. I'm tired of falling behind & I just wish there was some sort of answer. Mom thinks all is well and I just need to do more yoga, because according to the last doctor, I'm suffering "growing pains", which is bull crap, because I've had those before and growing pains don't put you out of school for three weeks because you can't stand. I'm scared something is seriously wrong and we'll never find out because we don't have insurance, we don't have the money to get me to a doctor, no doctors are taking new patients, I've outgrown my old doctor, I might need a specialist, the last specialist said nothing was wrong, on and on and on.

I know others have it worse off. But I'm still scared.


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237 Re: Ranting on 8th February 2011, 12:46 pm

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@ThaliaAnderson wrote:(sorry guys, I can't read everybody's rants right now. D:)

Just a mini rant, because I don't feel very good. I don't have a ton of crap going on around me, like a lot of other people & I know I don't have it hard. I'm just really tired of my back bothering me so much. There are lots of other people who have it worse than I do, but I'm tired of my parents getting on my case about school when I can't even sit up very well. I'm scared of falling behind, because this exact same time last year, I went through a lot of scary stuff with my back where my school almost unenrolled me because I couldn't be there, I had to deal with it on a train for four hours & out of town in a hotel room for a week. I'm already scared I won't get what's going on in my math class & I won't pass (I got a C last semester and my mother had a cow). I'm scared I'll try to explain to my teachers why I can't do my work and they won't care and give me horrible grades. I'm tired of falling behind & I just wish there was some sort of answer. Mom thinks all is well and I just need to do more yoga, because according to the last doctor, I'm suffering "growing pains", which is bull crap, because I've had those before and growing pains don't put you out of school for three weeks because you can't stand. I'm scared something is seriously wrong and we'll never find out because we don't have insurance, we don't have the money to get me to a doctor, no doctors are taking new patients, I've outgrown my old doctor, I might need a specialist, the last specialist said nothing was wrong, on and on and on.

I know others have it worse off. But I'm still scared.

Thalia, don't write yourself off! Those sound like serious issues, especially dealing with your back! Not to make this about myself, but I have a back surgery scheduled for three months from now, because of my disregard of the pain. I got MRI's back in 9th grade, and one doctor told me they were just slipped, compressed disks. It turns out that one of them is hitting my nerve, and needs to be removed before it causes serious, permanent damage. So yes, I'd say your problem is a serious one. D: I wish you the best of luck, and I suggest placing your back against a wall and stretching yourself out. :/ I'll be saying prays for you, dear. <3

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238 Re: Ranting on 9th February 2011, 1:10 pm

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I had an x-ray & a bone scan; they said there's a little bit of osteoperosis, but not enough to explain everything. The next step, of course, is an MRI, but a doctor needs to order one & there just aren't any doctors to go to, plus they're reeeeally expensive to get. I'd hate for my parents to pay all that money & then have it not find anything, you know?

This might be weird, but it's nice to know I'm not the only one. It feels weird to be young & have back problems, you know? Since it's for "old people" and all that. And slipped discs are scary business! I'm going to be the one praying for you, darling. <3 My discs aren't the problem though; I have a hunch it's a muscle thing or something, since nothing seems wrong with the structure. right now, it's the money holding us back.

Let me know when you're scheduled to have surgery, like the date. I'll say a prayer for you; I know that can be really scary. :[


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239 Re: Ranting on 9th February 2011, 4:34 pm

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@ThaliaAnderson wrote:I had an x-ray & a bone scan; they said there's a little bit of osteoperosis, but not enough to explain everything. The next step, of course, is an MRI, but a doctor needs to order one & there just aren't any doctors to go to, plus they're reeeeally expensive to get. I'd hate for my parents to pay all that money & then have it not find anything, you know?

This might be weird, but it's nice to know I'm not the only one. It feels weird to be young & have back problems, you know? Since it's for "old people" and all that. And slipped discs are scary business! I'm going to be the one praying for you, darling. <3 My discs aren't the problem though; I have a hunch it's a muscle thing or something, since nothing seems wrong with the structure. right now, it's the money holding us back.

Let me know when you're scheduled to have surgery, like the date. I'll say a prayer for you; I know that can be really scary. :[

You are definitely not alone It's never weird to be young and have back problems!!! I'm the one with most back problems in my family more than my parents who are 50 years old when I'm like 20 years old. And the problem IS serious for both you and me, regardless of the funny monkey icons!!!
My back spine is curved in 5 shape, it really looks like number 5 it's kinda gross. And it gives me very sharp pain from time to time, but I'm just glad I don't have kidney problem so far because bent spine can give me kidney problems but it didn't......yet......and hopefully it never will.
Ah, well my bent spine is side effect of my disease....it's cause I've been sitting all my life in a wheelchair. My parents are very afraid that I'll never be able to sit straight, or the kidney problem will happen someday. Well, I can't really do anything about kidney problem but as for seating, I keep trying to sit straight, but I don't know what's straight and what's not straight.... cause of the bent spine, that is...So I keep sitting weird....oh well I know it's nothing to laugh about but you know...it's not like my back will be better if I cry about them so yeah


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240 Re: Ranting on 10th February 2011, 9:53 am

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It's horrible at home right now, especially with my parents. My prom is coming up and i really want to search with my parents for a really nice dress, nothing expensive just something i can look a little special in on the night, but no i find one dress i like and they're like, "Oh no that wouldn't suit you what about that one?" and then i say "It's nice but i liked the other one better." then my mum would say "Stop being so ungreatful and picky." It really upsets me because this is the one moment in my life where i get to spend a special night that i will never get to do again and i wanted my parents to be a part of it...not control it. Not only this, but my mum just continues to pick on me for example, we're having our kitchen renovated completely soon and i just wanted a friend to come and sleep over before it is done, he's gay but what does that matter right? Yet my mum is like...it's best not to let anyone over until the kitchen is done. I was totally fine with this as i thought i could have him over afterwards, but no, today my little sister asked is a friend could sleep over and she said "Yes sure." It's one fucking rule for me and another rule for everyone else. It's not fair, i am trying to tell my parents i want them to be a part of my life to support me fully but they don't give a fuck anymore, all they care about is how miserable i am. Not to mention my Dad doesn't even want him in the house because he is gay, he's such a fucking homophobe that i am ashamed to even call him my father. I just want my parents to understand i just want them to pay a little respect to me, rather than to everyone else. I'm not asking for much.


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241 Re: Ranting on 11th February 2011, 8:48 am

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So, Here we go.
I feel horrid. & Stupid. & completely betrayed.
I had met this guy, & I screwed up. I feel for him. I hardly knew him. Love at first site if you will.
We met, He asked me out. I said Yes. Things went to fast, things went to far to fast.
We ended up, having sex.
He promised me he wouldn't do what me Ex did. He promised he wouldn't lie to me, He wouldn't leave me for another girl, He promised he's catch me. He promised he wouldn't break my heart. He promised all these things. They were nothing but empty promises. Ones he broke. He broke every single one of them.
He said he didn't use me. He just didn't feel anything. Like it wasn't right.
He said it wasn't a lie.
He broke my heart.
& did leave me for another girl.
I confronted him about. & he bullshited right to my face.
It hurts.
I hate that, I can't bring my self to hate him.
I hate it...


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242 Re: Ranting on 16th February 2011, 8:51 am

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aww, poor you. same for me, guy problems :(

okay, so i was going out with this guy for a while. at the beggining i really liked him, but my friends couldn't understand how i couldn't see this side to him - a mean side. i just couldn't see it, how badly he was treating me and making me feel. then i realised that i was unhappy, he didn't want me to have a personality. people have told me i have a natural charm and cuteness that attracts people, and he just wanted to take it away and change me. as i started to see what my friends had seen from the beggining i liked him less and less.

and now we've broken up he's very quickly found another girlfriend. it seems kinda planned, a girl 2 years below (15 i think she is) . not someone he really knew, they just started talking on facebook. seems kinda like he went out to get a girlfriend and got one. i just feel sorry for that girl, she's gunna have her personality erased. and me? i'm not going to go and jump on the first guy i see. i'm going to wait until someone who actually cares about me and appreciates what makes me special comes along. for the moment i'm happy, i have lots of people that can see what makes me special.


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243 Re: Ranting on 17th February 2011, 8:31 am

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Aww I feel for you both, boy troubles are the worst. I fell in love with my best friend and on Valentines Day 2 years ago, I asked him "Who was your Valentine?" (By email) All he replied in return was "Connie and she's HOT. I bet you dont have one" Those words killed me, like he wanted to hurt me on purpose. We were best friends from Years 1 to Year 6. When we seperated for High School. He blocked me out and ignored me I dont know why though. We had a big argument in January 2 years back. After a few weeks that was when I asked him.

Right now I still cant bear the pain of him pushing me away like that. I couldnt tell my mum because I KNOW she would have said "Your to young to understand love yet" I cant tell anyone in my family only the family I have on IVI and YT. To be honest they seem more of a family that my parents.

My mum.... she favourites my brother right in my face, he beats me and attacks me but when I tell my mum all she says is "He's only playing" but when I attack him I get yelled at and she threatens to take the computer away. My broher gets everything I want. He gets a laptop, I need one, he gets an ipod touch I wanted an MP3. Nothing is ever fair. This computer crashes everyday! I cry and my mum is like "It just needs cleaning" I've already tried that and it crashes even more! My dad says it has viruses, even though they're all cleaned out!

Another thing is that whenever my brother does something for my mum he gets a thankyou and a hug. When I do something, my mum just says "ok" I dont understand, my mum always says "my raj would do this, my raj would do that!" whenever I refused to help her. I would if I get a thankyou, I'm not asking for a prize, just a thankyou is all I need... that is all I want

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244 Re: Ranting on 22nd February 2011, 11:44 pm

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The News makes me teary ;A; I feel somewhat saddened that it was Chch and not Auckland considering we sit on like 5O dormant volcanoes or whatnot.. also people I vaguely know (through a NZ-based cosplay forum) have spoke of having their home completely wrecked, their house flooded and having to move to a relatives. It's just so shocking because well.. as New Zealanders we're not very used to having stuff like this happen to this extent, we usually see it on the foreign news.
I've never been so thankful that I don't live in the South Island. Yet so useless because I can't offer more tangible help.

Now for a selfish rant - ahsfhodslfnlamfl...my girlfriend told me her father (who happens to be Mormon and openly against same sex relationships) is semi-threatening to move to LA (so far away~!) at the slightest misbehavior from her. I don't know quite what to do with that and I feel guilty for being partly the 'reason' in a sense. We don't even see each other all that often and are still at an awkward stage. Fffuuuuaflamnf, I don't know. For her it's an "it's all I've known for my life" and while I was brought up in a Christian household (still am really), I found that in my early teens that particular religion didn't resonate with me, therefore it's not a big deal at all. Hnnngh =A=; IDK, sometimes I want to barricade myself from everyone else and be a hermit(ress?). /end irrational rant


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245 Re: Ranting on 20th March 2011, 8:55 pm

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okay so I dont often do this but I have to rant SO BAD. Since no-one whom it may concern can see this. Because as much as I'm mad I hate shit stirring.

So yesterday was my birthday and it was on a sunday so i kinda dragged it out for the whole weekend but shit kept fucking up so bad.

ONe of my friends from across the country got ground so he couldn't make it across to see me and I was upset but I carried on, and I thought, y'know, my other friends are coming.

BIG MISTAKE. One was fine. He was cute and gay so what was the harm? None at all, he was nice. The other I think is completely obsessed with me, he wouldn't stop pestering me on facebook or texts whenever I wasn't there and it really started to grate. But the worst bit is he started to be creepy with my friends too and I honestly wish i had never invited him. He got this huge bee in his bonnet because some other guy had been hitting on me that day and I wasn't really paying any attention to it anyway, he was acting like he was some big white knight who was saving me from this evil guy. uhh, no. It wasn't even serious and I have a boyfriend who I love to bits and I tell everyone that. EVERYONE. So there was no misinterpretation, and I'm naturally a bit flirty so I can't help but flirt back but my boyfriend knows that and I don't ever do anything than that.

But there was more. My mother is diabetic and on sautrday morning she went into hypoglycemic (sp?) shock. So she was sick all day adn couldn't come out with the family that evening, and I often feel a bit vunerable around my family without her since my cousins can be really mean sometimes.

Then 2 of my friends dropped out of my sunday night party on the sunday day. I had printed of their name cards and everyrthing, you know, couldn't tell me before that could they???

So in short, I had a fantastic birthday weekend littered with shitty moments. I honestly don't know whether I should be happy or sad but I know I never want to see that weird creepy guy ever and once he's gone home that's it grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

:( I need hugs like all the time now.


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246 Re: Ranting on 21st March 2011, 1:59 pm

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I Am Somewhat Depressed. But I Don't Know What To Do.
There's This Girl I Liked.
So I asked her to the Winter Formal.
We Danced Till It Ended.
And We Maded Out Right Outside the Door.

But I Kept Trying to Ask her Out.
But She's Just Kept Rejecting me Mainly Because She Said we don't have that "Connection".
So I started Apologizing Because I was Harassing her to go out.

Then After that, we Just Started Going Out Separated Ways. Just Like That.
we stop talking it. We Actually Stop Looking At Each Other.

Is that it? Should I Give Up? Or Continue To Try?


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247 Re: Ranting on 21st March 2011, 5:41 pm

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@DannyDomoSan wrote:I Am Somewhat Depressed. But I Don't Know What To Do.
There's This Girl I Liked.
So I asked her to the Winter Formal.
We Danced Till It Ended.
And We Maded Out Right Outside the Door.

But I Kept Trying to Ask her Out.
But She's Just Kept Rejecting me Mainly Because She Said we don't have that "Connection".
So I started Apologizing Because I was Harassing her to go out.

Then After that, we Just Started Going Out Separated Ways. Just Like That.
we stop talking it. We Actually Stop Looking At Each Other.

Is that it? Should I Give Up? Or Continue To Try?

I don't think you should give up just yet. Hard to belive, but sometimes hard work really does pay off. If this girl is anything like the ones I know and she sees how hard you're trying and how much you care about her, it may just sway her.
Not wanting to get your hopes up or anything, but honestly, what's the worse that can happen? You're already going your seperate ways. If you continue to try and same results, you probably won't be in a different situation than you are now. But you'll have a chance. ^^
And there's a difference between harassing and being persistant. If you're being totally pushy and creepy and asking her every second, or everytime she gets on facebook, or it's like always something you're trying to say THAT is too much. But I'm sure you'll be able to tell what's creepy and what's just being epicly persistant. ^^ So I wouldn't give up so easily. There's always a chance~ ^^


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248 Re: Ranting on 21st March 2011, 11:06 pm

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Well, That's The Thing. She's Avoiding Me.
Or Well, We Been Avoiding Each Other. So I'm Confused.

at First, I'm Trying to ask her Out, but I don't have a car or anything then all of a sudden, she's wants to go out with me, So I would her Out.
Then, She Rejects Its And Then, that's where it all started.

We Never Saw Each Other Again, But we continued to text then I'm trying
to hint that I wanna go out with you. but then I go pop it in a text.
then, Rejects me over a text message.
Then After That. Boom. Where We are Right Now.
Well, Where I am right now. I'm confused and I'm Still Thinking about her.

We have lunch together so we would glance or run into each other, but then we just part after that. To afraid to even talk or to start a convo.

There's our situation.


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249 Re: Ranting on 22nd March 2011, 9:46 am

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hmm... sounds pretty tricky. In the end, you're the only one who fully sees the sitution. If you think you have a slight chance then go for it, and don't be ready to give up.
If you don't see any hope at all... then that's your decision to make and I really wish the best for you Danny. : )


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250 Re: Ranting on 22nd March 2011, 6:30 pm

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Well thanks for helping me. I'll.. say what ill do later.
Another rant.
My dad. Doesn't give a shit about the worlf except himself.
I work so hard in school, I get honor roll and he like. Dumbass this is all you can do? Your pathetic.
I run in track and he goes.. you suck quit right now. Your embrassing our family.
I lose in race. I should give you drugs to go fatser. To slow.
I go, run around the track right now. Fat ass.
Well he goes. Why? Track is a waste time. So are you. I don't give a shit about your shin splints or your cramp knee

Then I'm told I should quit everything.
Music, track, sports and cello anthing that makes me happy.
I'm doingthis for your respect I say.
you don't derserve my respect. A dog does. You not a dog.
Your a worthless piece of shit then leaves.

This is everyday after practice. You suck you suck all the time.
He treating me like gargbe.

Then he sees my facebook complains I'm exposing our family.
People drserve to know the bad people.
Your one of them. Daddy.

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